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    Still Waiting

    Sunday, April 19, 2009, 4:56 PM [General]

    Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it.

    If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to.

    Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says For the woman I love and the second, For my best friend.

    Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his children, wife, and friends.

    If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!

    Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!

    Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

    I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.

    Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate.

    We can cure physical diesases with medicine, but the only cure for loneliness, despair, and hopelessness is love. There are many in the world who are dying for a piece of bread, but there are many more dying for a little love!

    All things need watching, working at, caring for and marriage is no exception. Marriage is not something to be treated indifferently, or abused or something that simply takes care of itself. Nothing neglected will remain as it was or is, or will fail to deteriorate. All things need attention care and concern and especially so in this most sensitive of all relationships of love.

    I want relations which are not purely personal, based on purely personal qualities; but relations based upon some unanimous accord in truth or belief, and a harmony of purpose, rather than of personality. I am weary of personality. Let us be easy and impersonal, not forever fingering over our own souls, and the souls of our acquaintances, but trying to create a new life, a new common life, a new complete tree of life from the roots that are within us.

    In addition to my other numerous acquaintances, I have one more intimate confidant. My depression is the most faithful mistress I have known -- no wonder, then, that I return the love.

     When Christ said: ''I was hungry and you fed me,'' he didn't mean only the hunger for bread and for food; he also meant the hunger to be loved. Jesus himself experienced this loneliness. He came amongst his own and his own received him not, and it hurt him then and it has kept on hurting him. The same hunger, the same loneliness, the same having no one to be accepted by and to be loved and wanted by. Every human being in that case resembles Christ in his loneliness; and that is the hardest part, that's real hunger.

     

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    PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR ELDERLY

    Saturday, April 11, 2009, 2:08 AM [General]

    HI EVERYONE

    I HOPE EVERYONE WILL JOIN ME IN SAYING PRAYERS FOR OUR ELDERLY, I WILL BE SAYING PRAYERS EVERYDAY UNTIL MIDNIGHT ON JUNE 1ST !!!!   PRAY FOR THE END OF ABUSE, PRAY FOR HIGHER STANDARDS AND BETTER RIGHTS, PRAY FOR THERE HEALTH, HAPPINESS, PEACE, & PROSPERITY !!!!!

    LOVE,     JOHN

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    More & More & More & More & More Problems

    Sunday, April 5, 2009, 1:02 AM [General]

    Another update on me, I had 4, yes 4 appointments today. 8:30am, 10:15am, 12:15pm, & 2:00pm! But not a whole lot of change yet, we are still waiting for that second opinion from UCDavis about the neurosurgery on my neck, hopefully next week or the week after at the latest, at least that what my doctor promises me! My first appointment today was my first full physical in 20 years and other than, my back, my neck, my knees, Etc, Etc, I'm ok :-) I also had an appointment with a Neurologist / Sleep Specialist for my sleep deprivation, he is going to put me through the Mercy Sleep Center for a week to be put through tests to see why I have been sleeping only 3 to 4 hours a night since my back surgery 06/01/2005! Attached you will see the letter my doctor gave me today to my great disappointment (but can't say I didn't see it coming) she no longer wants me to drive! I had my physical therapy today but they couldn't do the neck traction because the first time they tried it a shock went from my head all the way down my back(it scared me) because that is the same thing that happened when my back broke in 2005, anyway I'm ok but they are not going to do traction anymore. I also had an appointment with my orthopedic surgeon about my upper & lower back surgery again so now we just have to wait for the insurance company to approve both the back surgery and the neurosurgery, meanwhile I continue to remain in pain, my doctor upped my pain medicine but doesn't help because I have already been at this level for two months now she just forgot she moved me up there two months ago and I told her it doesn't help but anything stronger she could give me would just put me in a daze all day everyday so I just have to limit what I do or suffer the pain. Anyway I will keep you updated.

    Sincerely, John

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