God,

I don’t know if you’re listening

Or if you’re even there

But I’m here to talk.

God,

I don’t know if I believe,

Or if I ever will.

I see people everyday

Who get on their knees and pray.

They pray for guidance,

Protection,

Love,

Forgiveness.

I know I don’t do this often God,

But I am here today.

I am not here to ask for your guidance,

Your protection,

Your love,

Or your forgiveness.

I just had to say

That I don’t know if I believe,

Or if I ever will,

But I know that this is okay.

If I doubt it’s only because it doesn’t make sense.

If I question it’s only because I don’t know the answer.

And if I don’t believe

It doesn’t mean

I’m going to hell,

It doesn’t mean

I don’t have a purpose,

All it means is that I am smart enough to know there is a question,

But not arrogant enough to think I know the answer.

So God,

I just had to say

I’m an agnostic, and proud,

And I know that that is more than okay,

It's who I am.

It's me, and it's wonderful.

And that's all I had to say.