Okay so I'm in remission now for about 6 weeks or so. No mania, no depression. Just the usual occasional irksome feeling and the occasional over excitement. wow. what a novel feeling not to be ruled by my emotions. I almost don't know what to do with myself! The only downside is, I'm sorta waiting for the other shoe to drop. I mean, this is manic-depression...a cyclical illness. What goes around comes around kind of thing. Instead of enjoying the day....I'm waiting. Waiting with that cringed-look on my face. What I want to know, is how do YOU live in the middle of the cycle. Do you just go full-out and thoroughly enjoy yourself or do you sit and wait like me?
I am so thankful, however, that the meds are working. At least, I hope it's the meds that have me in the middle and not just the luck of the draw, hand-of-fate sort of thing. What do you think?