My current study book is called "A Workshop on David and His Psalms." This weeks reading involves how Saul's jealousy turned to murderous rage. In the story we are introduced to Doeg the Edomite. He was a convert to Judaism and Chief Shepherd to Saul. His story is found in 1 Samuel 21:1-9 and 22:6-23. He was present when David fled to the priest Ahimelech, seeking provision. Doeg later informs Saul of Ahimelech's actions. Saul is enraged and after questioning to priest, has him and his family slaughtered. When his own soldiers refuse, Saul calls on Doeg, who gladly complies. The study then draws parallels and contrasts between David and Doeg. Both were in the Shepherd trade. For David, it was a personal calling. He cared for the well being of the sheep and took care of them himself. He knew each one individually, and fought and killed bear and lion to protect them. This part of why David was referred to as a "man after God's own heart." God knows each one of us personally. He made us each unique and personally "formed us in our mother's womb." (Psalm 139:13 & Jeremiah 1:5) He loves us and cares for us. Jesus refers to himself as the "Good Shepherd" who cares so deeply for us that he literally gave is life to our salvation. Doeg on the other hand, is "Chief of the Shepherds." He was not himself a shepherd, but the overseer of the shepherds. This may have even been a position he gained through connections, as opposed to being promoted because of his abilities. Either way, he had no true connection to the sheep themselves. He did not know them and they did not know him. He is not a caretaker, but a manager; calculating and without compassion. His only concern is advancing through political maneuvering. And now to the sad part of our story, and David's connection to Doeg. When David to Ahimelech, he lied to him. He deceived the priest by claiming that he was on a secret mission from the king. He manipulated the priest into giving him the only food that was available, the bread that was consecrated to God. Only the priests were allowed to eat this. He also takes the sword of Goliath, the giant that he killed. Ironic that that event both propelled him into Saul's favor and eventually his envy. David was afraid for his life, and understandably so. A mad king was trying to take his life. His sin was in trusting his own cunning to keep alive instead of relying on God. David's action would in part cost the priest his life. Doeg also acts with deception and half-truth. Saul is raging about David's escape and wildly accusing everyone of conspiring with David. At this point, Doeg steps forward and tells Saul about how Ahimelech helped David with provisions. He neglects to mention David's deception, and that the priest believed he was aiding a mission of the king. He even mentions the sword, perhaps planting a seed of David's threat to Saul and the priests's part in a plot. Saul has the priest brought before him. He does not seek truth from him, but only accuses him and David of treachery. Ahimelech, not understanding the full nature of his situation, defends David as one who is loyal to Saul and above reproach. More praise of David is more than Saul can bear, and orders Ahimilech and his family killed. The sole surviving member of the family flees to David, and tells him of the events. I believe that David was crushed in spirit. He confessed that he had seen Doeg there with the priests, and knew that Doeg would tell Saul. He admits that the blood in on his hands. David responds with Godly sorrow. Godly Sorrow does not simply regret the consequences, but grieves us of our very actions in the first place. He repents of his sin, and with a true shepherds heart, he takes the man under his protective care. Doeg doesn't even see his actions as sin. Perhaps like Saul, he is so jealous of David that it was just a means to an end for him. Or maybe he viewed it as justice to kill the man who helped David. Either way, his blood lust did not stop with the priest and his family. It so consumed Doeg that he killed all the priests there, eighty-five in all. Even that was not enough. At Saul's command, he put to the sword Nob, town of the priests. Every living thing was killed; men, women, children, infants, and cattle. How great is the consequences of our sin when, in our pride, we cling to our sin and refuse to repent? In the end, Doeg and David are nothing alike. One allows his heart to grow cold and callous and the results were tragic. The other allowed God to reveal sin and break his heart. David would not go on to be the perfect king (only Jesus will do that). He would fall again more than once. His greatness as a leader would be his compassion for his people as their shepherd, and modeling a heart that was always broken before the Lord. Psalm 52 is David's response to the events of this story, a recording of how God had shaped his heart. In it, David speaks of how he came to trust in God's "unfailing love" and how he will put his hope in "God's name." That is God's desire yours and my life. He wants us to trust in His unfailing love, a love we can never be good enough to earn. Hope not in your own strength, but "in His name, find hope, for His name is good."
Steal My Show (TobyMac) www.godtube.com/watch/?v=0J91MJNU
"If You wanna steal my show, I'll sit back and watch You go
If You got somethin' to say, go on and take it away
Need You to steal my show, can't wait to watch You go
So take it away"
The song is autobiographical, about touring and performing. What I like is how it can translate to all of our lives.
As Christians, it is easy to get in the mode of going through life thinking "Oh, hi God. Nice to see You. This is what I am doing. If You wanna work in and through me and You have the time, I am okay with that."
God longs, however, to bring us to the point of "Wow God, why didn"t I see You there? I really NEED you to 'steal the show'. Regardless of how I look on the outside or how well I think I am doing, I can't do this without you. In fact, I don't even wanna try. When I let you run things, they come out so much better, and You always surprise me with the amazing things that come out of it when I do surrender to You."
What part of "The Show" are you still trying to run? Work? Family? Finances? Even if you are doing a fair job, He will do so much more than you can imagine if you let Him.
I love how The Message says it in Ephesians 3:20-21
"God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us.
Glory to God in the church!
Glory to God in the Messiah, in Jesus!
Glory down all the generations!
Glory through all millennia! Oh, yes!"
God places/allows difficulties in our live for various reasons. For me right now, they seem to be to discipline and funnel (draw) me back to Him. I need to return though, without just an attitude of avoiding further correction. I need to have an attitude of gratitude and joy for all He has blessed me with.
Let us all begin this new year with a deeper sense of gratitude for all we have, especially the non-material things.
“Are you not thirsty?" said the Lion.
"I am dying of thirst," said Jill.
"Then drink," said the Lion.
"May I — could I — would you mind going away while I do?" said Jill.
The Lion answered this only by a look and a very low growl. And as Jill gazed at its motionless bulk, she realized that she might as well have asked the whole mountain to move aside for her convenience.
The delicious rippling noise of the stream was driving her nearly frantic.
"Will you promise not to — do anything to me, if I do come?" said Jill.
"I make no promise," said the Lion.
Jill was so thirsty now that, without noticing it, she had come a step nearer.
"Do you eat girls?" she said.
"I have swallowed up girls and boys, women and men, kings and emperors, cities and realms," said the Lion. It didn't say this as if it were boasting, nor as if it were sorry, nor as if it were angry. It just said it.
"I daren't come and drink," said Jill.
"Then you will die of thirst," said the Lion.
"Oh dear!" said Jill, coming another step nearer. "I suppose I must go and look for another stream then."
"There is no other stream," said the Lion.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Silver Chair
All of us are thirsty at times. Our bodies need water to survive. Our spirits also thirst, thirst for purpose and meaning. We look to many things to quench that thirst.
The book of Ecclesiastes is all about how the wisest man that ever lived and how he tried everything (and I do mean EVERYTHING) to quench that thirst. Power, money, pleasure, sex and wine; You name it, he tried it. In the end, he found that purpose in this "Fear GodP)"> and keep his commandments, for this is the duty of all mankind."
God knows that we are thirsty. He asks that we come to Him to drink. He makes no promises as to what He will do in and through us, except that we can fully trust Him.
Will you trust Him? Or will you allow the thirst to drive you to places that will seem to satisfy, but in the end will simply leave you empty and wanting more?
1 Peter 4:8
New International Version (NIV)
8 Above all, love each other deeply," because love covers over a multitude of sins.
I recently read this verse with new eyes. Always before, I had understood this verse to be about loving others and overlooking THEIR sin. We are called to love and forgive, and we do well to seek God's help in doing this. I think there is more that God desires though.
When we choose to obey, to love and forgive, we are also choosing to avoid sinning ourselves. Paul wrote to the Ephesians these words:
“In your anger do not sin”. Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry. (Ephesians 4:26)
And James reminds us in Chapter 1 verse 20:
because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.
Choosing to love not only sets your brother or sister free, it sets you free. Choose to love and live in freedom.
I balk and complain that God asks me to love with no guarentee of return. It isn't fair. God is all knowing, so for Him their is no real risk. How can he understand my fear, how much I have to lose? If I love, I give away a piece of myself, the true "me". I have no way of knowing if they will give back a piece of the true "them". As if that isn't hard enough, I let them have an opportunity to reject me. To lose a piece of me AND have it rejected, how can He ask that? He can't understand what He asks. Then I remember what He did. Not only did He give me a piece of Himself to live inside me, He made that offer to everyone. As I let that sink in, I realize that He chose to love and offer that piece of Himself NOT just to those He knew would accept Him. That would have been safe, not very risky. No, He gave it to those that He knew would despise and reject His gift. I have no fore knowledge of if my gift of me will be rejected. For me, their can always be a chance. How dare I decide to love less than He does?
This is perhaps my favorite time of year. Here in Florida, it doesn't getting freezing cold often, but it does get down into the 60's. I love the cold, maybe because it is so hot here much of the year. I also enjoy the cozy feeling of being able to wear a long sleeve shirt without sweating to death and wrapping myself in my fleece blanket at night. As much as I love the cold, it is also nice on a cold day to step outside into the sunshine. If there isn't any wind, the warmth of the sun hitting my body feels absolutely delightful. That made me think about the state of my heart, and how often it grows cold. If I stay inside myself, nothing will change or worse, it will grow still colder. Then, God reminds me that He is still here, that He is always with me. If I will only place myself under His Son and let His light shine on me, He will warm my cold heart. How often have I struggled along in the cold when He longs to warm me up, to fix my broken places?
23Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror 24and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.
** DISCLAIMER!! I am a bit under the weather right now, so hopefully, I do not ramble! **
Two different men, two very diferent outcomes! When I look into the mirror, what do I see? Do I see a child of God, "God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." (Eph. 2:10)? Or do I see the me I want to be, doing what I want to do? Oh, I may do a good job of studying and memorizing verses to quote back like a parrot, but am I allowing God's word to soak into my innermost being and change me? Or am I only "hearing and not doing" (James 1:22)? None of us intentionally sets out to deceive ourselves, but that is the outcome if we do not put in the work of pursuing what Christ created us for. We are not here to look good. Jesus refered to some Pharisees as "white-washed tombstones". We do not exist merely to enjoy ourselves. Read Ecclesiastes, written by the wisest man who ever lived. He ended with the observation that ALL our pursuits are just a "chasing after the wind". "Remember your creator!" he tells us. Or as Kansas sang, "All we are is dust un the wind."
What do I want to see when I look in the mirror? I want to see God's "perfect law that gives freedom (James 1: 25)! I eagerly desire to continue to look at it, let it transform me and work its way through me till I am free - free from the chains that held me bound to a life incapable of pleasing God. I want the blessing that comes from obeying and finally hearing the words "well done, my good and faithful servant. You have been faithful in a few things. I will put you in charge of many things. Enter into the joy of your master." (Matthew 25:21)
I was talking with a friend a while back about how Jesus understands our struggles. They agreed that he understands out temptations, as He was tempted, but they did not think He could really undersatand ALL our struggles. I mean, was Jesus ever in love with a girl who did not care about Him?
I do not know if Jesus ever felt unrequited love or not. I like to think He did. I do know that he did feel the one universal struggle we all face. Loneliness.
The feeling that no one understands you. Not your friends. Not even your family. His three closest friends fell asleep on Him. One disciple betrayed Him to death. Another denied even knowing him. When it all came down, they all left him. Not one believed His claims as to who He truely was and that He would rise again. Not even Mary, who had a front row seat to the miracle that Jesus was.
This is why He taught us to stay so connected to His and our Heavenly Father. How often did Jesus seek a lonely place. In those places, He communed with His Father, and gained the strength to carry out His ministry, the restoring of our friendship with God, the only one who truely understands us. He made us. Jesus is that true friend for us, the one who sticks closer than a brother, who in His own words, promised "never to leave us or forsake us."
I asked my Lord, "Why is it that you bestow such a gift on me? I am not a great man who has done great things, nor even a good man who always obeys."
"My child, it is because I AM a great God!"
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