To all my friends I would like to say thank you for crying, encouraging, holding me up, understanding the spiritual battle that I am going through and most of all telling me to stop feeling sorry for myself and get back in the race.
I thank you because you guys really know me and know that I really, really, really dislike mistreating or being misteated by others.
But here's my battle. First of all I said "Yes, Lord" and every since I have been in the greatest spiritual battle of a life time. Secondly, the book that coming forth has taken me through a battle of the mind. And lastly, I keep forgetting that life isn't fair and people don't fight fair.
What's the lesson? My friends called and told me that my focus is all wrong. I should be focusing on the problem and the problem is how I preceive things. They said that "I should put on a new pair of glasses cause the ones I am wearing or fogged up."
No! I didn't like what they said but after I got over myself, it was true. So, I couldn't say Amen so I said "Ouch."
They also said while I am sitting around feeling sorry for myself there is someone out there that really needs some real help so go find them cause one thing's for sure if I am helping someone else I am not thinking about me.
Lastly, they said "Go wash your face and wipe away those tears cause when you cry you have the kind of face that only a Mother could love." :)