I had a friend,
quite recently,
who thought herself
not so loved or thought about as a child
she remarked there were not even any pictures of her as a child
and thought her parents were tired of being parents by the time she came along
and another time she told me she'd always been hideous
which I think is not true
to me her face is beautiful.
here lately she seems to have changed he mind
about being my friend,
but I still love her,
so amid all the pain I've been feeling in my heart
I woke in the middle of the night thinking about her 
and I asked God 
to please make up to her
the love that seems to have been less than she deserved
or more like neglected
growing up, 
to make it up to her heart.