I just have to confess that last one was

inspired by a song on the radio where the woman singing has left someone and her 

statement that inspired me was "I finally found the Good in Goodbye. . ." so I thought of the woman I love although I still see her ron rare occasions and I see her truck a lot and I can txt her and she didn't really say goodbye just had to move her work I dunno it still feels like she's gone out of my life because she nearly has!

Bye Bye Butterfly

I have to let you go away let it all die.

I have to let go

you never initiate contact,

you answer but you never initiate contact,

I have to let go.

I had a dream

I was thin again

and fit

still that age I am

I was yours

property of and your name tatooed on my heart

in your arms.

Such a sweet dream 

of sweet surrender 

and you had me and you wanted me. . .

dreams like that. . .

I never want to wake from.

How can it be 

that I have never,

for a moment,

ceased to love you

since first we met,

and yet . . .

each time I see you

I fall in  Love,

and deeper still

despite the curse of free will,

which has me at the disadvantage of

not even able to pray

for you to love me too!

Your friendship though,

is a gift,

and gives my heart a lift.

Wow, is it that dead around here that this is still up top even though you posted to me 3 months ago M22!! well I'm here now and heard from my friend from here Silverada which is a pleasant surprise, indeed!!

OK, saw her today, hardly ever see her anymore, but yes still in love with her, can't have her but I am still in love with her. so here we go: