|2 years ago :: Oct 30, 2011 - 8:11PM #261|
I have to miss seeing her tomorrow
the plans of where to put the kid fell through
and she cried about going to the grandparents
because my mother threatened to take her to get a hair cut
something she has done before against the kid's and my wishes.
So I'm calling in sick and staying home with my daughter
but I will miss seeing that beautiful face that I adore.
|2 years ago :: Oct 30, 2011 - 10:47PM #262|
with steamy hot lips
and then so close to mine that sparks fly
and begin to crackle and finally
our lips touch and then fire fully ignites
racing through me
boiling my blood
frying my mind
in a moment
I couldn't tell you my name
I could only tell you yours
heart full of you.
|2 years ago :: Nov 02, 2011 - 8:02PM #263|
Here is an example of how I love her
she asked if I went by a post office on my way,
I said yes. . .
I don't usually
I went over a different bridge to take her
piece of mail to the post office downtown
went there first
didn't even occur to me to look at the return address
until after I had mailed it
but you know what
even if I had
I wouldn't have written it down or anything
I don't want to have her address
unless she's giving it to me because she wants me to have it
and I sure wouldn't go and see where it was
if I had've thought to look
no stalkerish behavior from me!!
oh hell no! so I still have no idea where she lives except
the town which she has said.
Not that I would think anything like that about her
if she came to check out where I live
God knows I've given her my address enough timesto make sure she has it!!!
If i knew where she lived and went to see
that would just make my heart ache even more
knowing I don't have an invitation.
So, she was right to trust me
I didn't even use running that errand for her in any selfish way at all.
|2 years ago :: Nov 07, 2011 - 6:53PM #264|
she's going to leave next week
my heart is going to die a thousand painful deaths!!!
I'd come right out with it if I thought it would help
but I've already told her on several occasions
under a pretty transparent guise of friendship love
so I don't think it would do any good
otherwise I'd beg her not to leave me behind!
sounds like her brother has
managed to rob what should have been her & her sister's & his inheritance
I'd do anything for her
wish i had the means to make sure she was always abundantly provided for
wish I could!
sounds like she has some assets that are still hers
but even if she was suddenly left with nothing I'd want to take her in
because I don't care what she does or doesn't have
I'm in love with her
she is the only thing I want fromn her.
oh, how I wish she was in love with me too!!
|2 years ago :: Nov 09, 2011 - 7:03PM #265|
no one but her
I love no other
no other turns me on
not even close my heart will just lay down and expire when she is gone
but in the mean time
I had an intimate fantasy thought come to me today
and that is all it takes
to think of us touching of her lips touching mine
and I am starving for something i can't have & cant get my mind off of it
I had to swing by mels
to post a poem on the erotic board.
Others may want her
but nobody could want her as much as me,
I want her with everything I've got!!!
|2 years ago :: Nov 23, 2011 - 3:41PM #266|
|2 years ago :: Nov 23, 2011 - 6:37PM #267|
|2 years ago :: Nov 29, 2011 - 7:02PM #268|
Something about you
reaches inside me
and my mind and body keep going.
How greedily I would take you in,
the thought makes my body
a chorus of throbbing and clenching.
You are hypnotic,
involuntary response to you is
complete abandon. . .
I am mush,
a whimpering belly up pup
who has to fight off begging for you!
|2 years ago :: Nov 30, 2011 - 8:07PM #269|
I've been in love with this woman for almost a year now
and every time I think I couldn't possibly be more in love with anyone
I fall more and deeper in love with her
wish she loved me too
but I am totally grateful for her friendship!!
Oh what a hopeless fool in love I am,
on the night of Black Friday
I happened to be looking at jewlery
and one thing led to another I waslooking at rings
I like plain rings, plan bands in fact and if they have anything else about them
it would be a stone set down in the ring I don't like settings up off of the ring,
too girly for me and if it were a prescious stone
I'd probably break it off of the ring the first day
I'm hard on things,
but anyway, girly rings are not my style.
also it might have carving on a band those two things
inset stones and design carving
(for example at one point I was looking at bands with a celtic pattern around the band)
anyway I came across some 6 MM titanium (smooth) wedding bands
marked down from $120 a piece to $9.99 a piece
So even though, she'd never marry me,
and I wouldn't ask (unless some miracle happened and she fell in Love with me)
I bought two of them I guess i'll just wear them both
and be married to myself
one is a size 8 and one a seven
cause i couldn't remember it the size 8 hematite rings I had bought in the recent past
were for my middle fingers or my ring fingers.
The rings came today the 8 will actualy fit either my middle finger or my ring finger just a tad
loose not like if I starighten my finger it would fall off
and the 7 fits my ring finger perfectly.
So, as I said I guess I'll just use them both
but I wish I could marry that woman,
with all my heart.
Correction! the 8 fits my ring finger perfect ands the seven is a bit snug it goes on and off but i had to put a little lotion to lubricate to get it off
|2 years ago :: Dec 01, 2011 - 7:42PM #270|
Only in my dreams I would propose to She. . . On christmas,
I can only dream of it, not do it.
Now I know for sure that love makes people crazy,
I bought them knowing full well I couldn't ask her
& that I will just keep them in box
because there is no
one else I want to marry!
I will never send them back,
they were marked down a ridiculous amount or I couldnt have even gotten them,
but I will save them to remember the year of the love of my life,
she'll be moving to her new lab soon'
and I will retire my heart
or I will have a funeral for my heart,
One thing i will never do is:
give the ring to any one else.