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3 years ago  ::  Oct 30, 2011 - 8:11PM #261
Amycain
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aw damn


I have to miss seeing her tomorrow


the plans of where to put the kid fell through


and she cried about going to the grandparents


because my mother threatened to take her to get a hair cut


something she has done before against the kid's and my wishes.


So I'm calling in sick and staying home with my daughter


but I will miss seeing that beautiful face that I adore.

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3 years ago  ::  Oct 30, 2011 - 10:47PM #262
Amycain
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This is a fantasy about a kiss with her that I wrote at poetry seasons, but I felt it belonged on this thread dedicated to how I feel about her! Again, just a fantasy, I wish I was lucky enough in life to be loved by her.
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Up in my face
with steamy hot lips
and then so close to mine that sparks fly
and begin to crackle and finally 
our lips touch and then fire fully ignites
racing through me
boiling my blood
frying my mind
in a moment
I couldn't tell you my name
I could only tell you yours
mind gone 
heart full of you.

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3 years ago  ::  Nov 02, 2011 - 8:02PM #263
Amycain
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Here is an example of how I love her


she asked if I went by a post office on my way,


I said yes. . .


I don't usually


I went over a different bridge to take her 


piece of mail to the post office downtown


went there first


didn't even occur to me to look at the return address


until after I had mailed it


but you know what


even if I had


I wouldn't have written it down or anything


I don't want to have her address


unless she's giving it to me because she wants me to have it


and I sure wouldn't go and see where it was 


if I had've thought to look


no stalkerish behavior from me!!


oh hell no! so I still have no idea where she lives except 


the town which she has said.


Not that I would think anything like that about her


if she came to check out where I live


God knows I've given her my address enough timesto make sure she has it!!!


If i knew where she lived and went to see


I think 


that would just make my heart ache even more


knowing I don't have an invitation.


So, she was right to trust me


I didn't even use running that errand for her in any selfish way at all.


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3 years ago  ::  Nov 07, 2011 - 6:53PM #264
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OMG NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


she's going to leave next week


my heart is going to die a thousand painful deaths!!!


I'd come right out with it if I thought it would help


but I've already told her on several occasions


under a pretty transparent guise of friendship love


so I don't think it would do any good 


otherwise I'd beg her not to leave me behind!


sounds like her brother has


managed to rob what should have been her & her sister's & his inheritance


I'd do anything for her


wish i had the means to make sure she was always abundantly provided for


wish I could!


sounds like she has some assets that are still hers


but even if she was suddenly left with nothing I'd want to take her in 


because I don't care what she does or doesn't have


I'm in love with her


she is the only thing I want fromn her.


oh, how I wish she was in love with me too!!




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3 years ago  ::  Nov 09, 2011 - 7:03PM #265
Amycain
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I swear


no one but her 


I love no other


no other turns me on


not even close my heart will just lay down and expire when she is gone


but in the mean time 


I had an intimate fantasy thought come to me today


and that is all it takes 


to think of us touching of her lips touching mine


and I am starving for something i can't have & cant get my mind off of it


I had to swing by mels


to post a poem on the erotic board.


Others may want her


but nobody could want her as much as me,


I want her with everything I've got!!!

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3 years ago  ::  Nov 23, 2011 - 3:41PM #266
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I love her soooo much.

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3 years ago  ::  Nov 23, 2011 - 6:37PM #267
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fright, tight, might, slight, right
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Slide, slight, a bit to the right
closer to me on the left
we just might get tight
unless I give in to fright
and unlike the chicken, take flight.
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3 years ago  ::  Nov 29, 2011 - 7:02PM #268
Amycain
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Something about you


reaches inside me


and my mind and body keep going.


How greedily I would take you in,


the thought makes my body 


a chorus of throbbing and clenching.


You are hypnotic,


charismatic,


irresistible!


My almost


involuntary response to you is


complete abandon. . .


I am mush,


a whimpering belly up pup


who has to fight off begging for you!


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3 years ago  ::  Nov 30, 2011 - 8:07PM #269
Amycain
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I've been in love with this woman for almost a year now


and every time I think I couldn't possibly be more in love with anyone


I fall more and deeper in love with her


wish she loved me too


but I am totally grateful for her friendship!!


Oh what a hopeless fool in love I am,


on the night of Black Friday


I happened to be looking at jewlery


and one thing led to another I waslooking at rings


I like plain rings, plan bands in fact and if they have anything else about them


it would be a stone set down in the ring I don't like settings up off of the ring,


too girly for me and if it were a prescious stone


I'd probably break it off of the ring the first day


I'm hard on things,


but anyway, girly rings are not my style.


also it might have carving on a band those two things


inset stones and design carving


(for example at one point I was looking at bands with a celtic pattern around the band)


anyway I came across some 6 MM titanium (smooth) wedding bands


marked down from $120 a piece to $9.99 a piece 


So even though, she'd never marry me,


and I wouldn't ask (unless some miracle happened and she fell in Love with me)


I bought two of them I guess i'll just wear them both


and be married to myself


one is a size 8 and one a seven 


cause i couldn't  remember it the size 8 hematite rings I had bought in the recent past


were for my middle fingers or my ring fingers.


The rings came today the 8 will actualy fit either my middle finger or my ring finger just a tad


loose not like if I starighten my finger it would fall off


and the 7 fits my ring finger perfectly.


So, as I said I guess I'll just use them both 


but I wish I could marry that woman,


with all my heart.


 Correction! the 8 fits my ring finger perfect ands the seven is a bit snug it goes on and off but i had to put a little lotion to lubricate to get it off


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3 years ago  ::  Dec 01, 2011 - 7:42PM #270
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Only in my dreams I would propose to She. . .    On christmas,


I can only dream of it, not do it.


Now I know for sure that love makes people crazy,


I bought them knowing full  well I couldn't ask her


& that I will just keep them in box


because there is no


one else I want to marry!


I will never send them back,


they were marked down a ridiculous amount or I couldnt have even gotten them,


but I will save them to remember the year of the love of my life,


she'll be moving to her new lab soon'


and I will retire my heart


or I will have a funeral for my heart,


One thing i will never do is:


give the ring to any one else.




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