I HUMBLE ASK FOR PRAY THAT MY FATHER AND MY BROTHER GUIDE ME TO THAT OPEN DOOR THAT HE SAID HE WOULD OPEN WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSE AND BEFORE THAT I ASK FOR MENTAL STABILTY TO DISCERN AND REALIZE WHEN THAT DOOR IS AVAIL TO ME.NOT FOR ME FATHER BUT THAT I MAY BE BLESSING TO OTHERS WHO HAVE AND ARE SUFFERING AS IM INTERNALLY.THAT WILL BE MY HEALING TO DO YOUR WORK FATHER .... IN MY HOLY BOTHERS NAME JESUS CHRIST I SPEAK TO ASK THAT YOU SO DIVINE FAVOR IN MY LIFE .....FAITHFULLY HOLDING ON....

                                YOUR DAUGHTER,

                                          NATASHA SMITH

Oct 28, 2010 -- 1:22PM, LADY_NATASHASMITH wrote:

I HUMBLE ASK FOR PRAY THAT MY FATHER AND MY BROTHER GUIDE ME TO THAT OPEN DOOR THAT HE SAID HE WOULD OPEN WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSE AND BEFORE THAT I ASK FOR MENTAL STABILTY TO DISCERN AND REALIZE WHEN THAT DOOR IS AVAIL TO ME.NOT FOR ME FATHER BUT THAT I MAY BE BLESSING TO OTHERS WHO HAVE AND ARE SUFFERING AS IM INTERNALLY.THAT WILL BE MY HEALING TO DO YOUR WORK FATHER .... IN MY HOLY BOTHERS NAME JESUS CHRIST I SPEAK TO ASK THAT YOU SO DIVINE FAVOR IN MY LIFE .....FAITHFULLY HOLDING ON....

 

                                YOUR DAUGHTER,

                                          NATASHA SMITH

Greetings Natasha,

For an odd reason, I felt led to post a prayer request today, and I never go on this site, though I have in the past. (I am at work even?)

 Your prayer caught my eye, and  your words could have been my own my sister! I  pray for healing of severe depression, not for myself, but that I could be of use to my family and fellow humans instead of being a drag. I don't understand why our Lord allows us that truly love HIM to suffer this unbearable pain, but  I know we aren't supposed to understand.  I don't know if you too, have trouble with guilt?  I cannot stop the voice in my head telling me it's my fault I'm like this, that I bring this on myself.  I pray for you that today will be your miracle. We can't give up.   

I just wanted to let you know your prayer touched my heart and soul, making me realize I'm not the only one praying for exactly the same thing.  ( If you have physical issues too, it just makes it worse. I do and again, I keep wondering if it's me, but they are real problems that Dr's just can't find. Depression cannot make  hand's turn purple weak and swollen I don't think)

To God be the Glory for every minute we have and our miracle to come, today, or in HIS time.

Peace and love to you!

Dena