hi to everyone here on the Angel forum. Over the last 18 months I have become more aware of Angels and been doing some research both online and with books. I have come across this site numerous times and thought that people here might be the best people to talk to about this.
What I am about to write might seem very odd to most people, but Im hoping that people here will understand.
I am what most people would call a hard core Michael Jackson fan. I have been active in the Michael Jackson fan community both online and in real life since 1999 and have been a fan of Michael Jackson since 1984. For about 10 years between 1999 and 2009 I travelled as much as I could to see Michael Jackson, not just concerts but events and other times. In 2005 I travelled to California and was in the court. I was one of those fans you would see on tv outside Michael Jacksons hotel or front row at concerts.
Being around Michael Jackson was an amazing experience. He had this magical air around him, that we all could feel. All of the fans like me felt it, everyone who met him said the same.
He was a very gentle humble person with an amazing inner strength. He was childlike but not childish. He cared about nature, about the earth, was a very spiritual person. He loved all things magical and fantasy. He saw good in everyone, gave so much of himself to other people, cared about those who no one else cared about. When he was a child he was described as an old soul in a childs body. Though out his life he suffered great ill health but never wanted anyone to see his pain or suffering. He was greatly misunderstood and and unjustly perscuted but dealt with it all with dignity.
After his passing on June 25 2009, myself and many fans experienced and still experience many odd things. Items connected to Michael Jackson appearing in random places, other items disappearing and reappearing in odd places, visitation dreams, the sensation of feeling his aura, like we used to feel when we met him and so much more.
As these experiences happened to many of us and very frequently we began to do some research and came across Angels. Then I found out about Earth Angels.
It was very odd reading about Angels and Earth Angels. Every thing I have been reading describes Michael Jackson.
I found a book by Doreen Virtue. Her writings describe Michael Jackson. Everything she writes about Earth Angels are what Michael Jackson was like.
Am I insane, am I crazy, am I trying to deal with a grief so deep that I am reading too much into things??
