I really like, "rinse and repeat", most crossdressers engage in the buy a wardrobe-purge form the feelings of inner guilt-buy a wardrobe, repeat.  I did it for years.  Not having wardrobe leads to depression, which leads to weight gain.  As I have gotten older it is harder to lose the weight so I don't purge anymore.
I'm not familiar with any of the exotic brands of diapers out there, just what you can get local.  If there is a medical supply within range, better selection.  I've been how I am with CD'ing since 12, the ab/dl did not hit until she introduced me to it, and many other things as well-pegging anyone?  As soon as I figure out how to send a private message I'll shoot my e-mail to you.
On the spiritual path, I guess I would be neo-Pagan earth based with a dose of pantheism thrown in for good measure.  In 300 A.D. a Greek philosopher, whose name I cannot remember, said that the Christian Church was destroying the teachings of Jesus of Nazareth by the way that they were using  them.  There is a definite disconnect between what Jesus was teaching and what much of the Christian community does with those teachings.
Peace

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