Nov 8, 2007 -- 7:38AM, barblee wrote:

I pray about it daily...know I have to forgive them...this has been one of the most painful things I have ever experienced.

When one of my family members betrayed me, I raged and try to convinced that it's wrong to do it. Sometimes I accepted an apology but other times he did not feel sorry at all. I love him and try to forgive him. I felt painful too but I keep trying to forgive.