Nobody is posting here.  When I am struggling with my baby step I need to remember ECHO and this lady named Christy I got to speak at my AA group.  She didn't talk about her alcoholism.  I told myself that she was right where God needed her to be.  We have a tradition in AA that states you are suppose to be there for the still struggling alcoholic.  She didn't upset anybody new.  The only people that couldn't handle it had 5 or 6 years. I'm sure they didn't go home and drink.  They had to think a little.  Maybe Christy was still struggling. I certainly AM.  I have to remember that somebody out there is trying to heal.  Whether I want to act like a victim or a volunteer I am suppose to be telling my story.  Im not suppose to be teaching a theory or playing a guessing game. I can remember to tell it like it is.  Men hear," I'm wounded, fix me".  Make this right.  They get angery when they are asked to own somebodies mistakes.  Sometimes they are just venting. No one is asking you to take these things personally, they are just imagining what it would be like if they were in your shoes if they haven't already walked a mile in them.

I would have died if I had to deal with your situation. We all have a different threshold for stress. 

I'm am trying to grow and get over this depression.  I think I am over medicated and can't feel.

Lycus, that is because echo and stacia never came back.  It is hard to keep a thread going, if the person who starts it isn't interested in the topic.

As Joycie posted, most of the remaining old timers are posting at the front desk, though we really, really do welcome anyone who is dealing with depression in their lives.

Sorry, Blind, I'm clueless.  Wish I could help you, but I have no idea how.  Good luck.