o I met this guy last year from Craigslist but had never gone out with craigslist guys so I liked him but decided not to go out with him anyways because of Craigslist reputation.But we spoke on the phone and wrote a few times.

Anyways we spoke very briefly about the topic of sex and kink once along time ago. Id forgotten about it. But I decided to meet him in person, my now guyfriend pissed me off and went somewhere without me its a long story anyways I was mad and post another listing at Craigslist.I didnt plan on going out I just wanted to see 5 million guys write me all at once, I know Im sick.

anyways, so He responded to my craigslist ad. I thought sense wed spoken before and talked on the phone a few times might as well go out with him.He picked me up I know I said Id never do that get into the car with one of those guys without meeting in a public place first but I did. we went out to eat at dennys and he started talking to me about several things. he let me know about his mental health problems right off, he goes to ABC Behavioral health a place I use to go to for my bipolar and is on alot of meds and has alot of ADD. He seemed to know me well or else have alot on common with me. We talked about our ADD and the fact that it made us unusually younger then othe rpeople people mistake me at 43 for 25 and 30 all the time. I started to tell him about my experience with the United Pentecostal church, he stopped me and said " yea I know they borderline on being a cult and usually like to target ADD people like you and me because were so hyper and nervous and have all this energy ". It seemed like he knew everything about me stuff other poeple couldnt even figure out it was freaky.

Anyways got back to my apartment and he sor tof pulled a UPC trick with me, slow touchign for long periods of time backrubbing sex very very slow, kissing all night, the whole " I LOVE YOU" over and over coming from a  perfect stranger I didnt even know and I bought right into it just like I did with the UPC church.

Then he pulled a freaking surprise on me KINK. I lost my innocense to him on one level yep, he introduced me to stuff Id never done and it was incredible and unbelievable. I starred into his half the night and went into a trance he said" i dont know where your at,your ina  different place but its a ne wone on me, Ive never seen anyone go into a trance like that on me".

Within a week, he had moved a bed roll into my apartment.I was brainwashed.he would go for days without sleeping then sleep in for days at a time and his parents could not wake him for nothing he claimed it was the meds he was on.

I lucke dout. a week ago Sunday. I made him go to church with me the UU church to see what my friends thought of him. Yep, he knew someone there. infact, he happens to be the Ex of my good friends best friend up C and S knew him for 10 years! ASt first Sunday morning, they told me they didnt have anythign good to say about him but that they could just be predjudiced too, C was getting along with him well and they actually got together and talked about DandD games so i thought everything was ok.

Then I went back to church sunday night.Then  it all came down my friend was running around playing with the kids acting crazy getting along with my chruch and C came to me privately and told me that he had been on hard drugs in the past and a drug addict. he also told me that he thought possibly he had gotten off drugs now and maybe in recovery I freaked but he said dont give up jsut yet, but go real real real slow. He also told me he played a good con game.He said the way i could know for sure if hes on the up and up and if hes ok to date is ask him about his drug addiction, if he comes clean hes ok if he doesnt hes not.

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