This used to be one of the best reading areas on beliefnet, i posted a few times wayyyyyy back!
Where is everyone?

stardove wrote:

Some of the old members are are having a hard time figuring out where their discussion/forums are now located. All in good time.

They don't come much older than me!...........lol

Hi my name is zeila and I find myself saying that I need an angle guide. 
when I was younger persons whom had passed over stayed in contact with me and comforted me.
As I grew older I lost that contact but did not think much of it. Just another passage I had guessed.
They were mostly good and pleasant.  My foundational beliefs are strong and I feel well protected but I find myself alone without good companionship and this bothers me.  I would like to have someone whom I can spend time with other than being an assistant to their lives.  I want someone who will consider me somewhat like I consider those in my life.  I am dedicated, loyal, faithful, considerate, endearing, compassionate, educated, well versed, hard working and so on and so on.  The partners that have been in my life have betrayed or abandon me for what ever their reasons.  As I have moved 
into the next relationship I have taken the attitude that it took what it took to get me where I am.  But time is winding down as I approach the latter years and I do not have a mate or companion.  This is disturbing to me.  I do not use people, nor do I want to be used by others other than serving and gleaming the fields as my Father has set forth.  I do not want to ramble on but I did want to introduce
myself and jump into blogging on the Angel Board