Hi Audiosite, I stumbled onto your unanswered post and thought it deserved a reply. I don't know if I'll give you any good advice, but I think everyone eventually needs to start over. Whether it is a relationship that has ended, a career that is going nowhere. Eventually we need to decide to begin again. We also need to decide that we are worthy of something better or something more than what we originally bargained for.

You commented that you'd like to find someone who would treat you like God would want you to be treated. Guess what, you deserve the best in this world. You deserve to be loved, honored and cherished. Here's the thing. Do you believe this for yourself? Are you unconditionally loving and accepting of yourself? Do you treat yourself respectfully? Take care of your body, your mind, your emotional well being? I hope you are because I think this is a key ingedient for having a happy successful life no matter what you feel drawn to do with your life.

Give yourself all the love and care you need and rightfully deserve and guess what? People recognize this and treat you accordingly. Some people who feel low about themselves treat other people this way. People who are kind and generous to themselves are also kind and generous to others. There are people who treat other people better than themselves, but somewhere down the line these individuals hold some sort of unhealed pain that finds its way into their lives - usually at innapropriate time.

So how do you find this someone? How does someone find a better situation? By living into a life of love, generosity, fun, and gratitude RIGHT NOW by yourself. Eventually people will be drawn to you and I think that right guy will come around also.