I've been married form more than 25 yrs and we don't get along. I've done a lot of things that I'm ashamed of. He hits me and I leave him for weeks at a time. Right now, I need prayer and help. Yes, he hit me many times over the weekend because I didn't get his food and too long in returning to him, lying, and not answering his questions. This has been going on for yrs. He tells me that I'm evil. I know that he gets on my nerves and I don't know what to do about it. Things have gotten worse because he has brain cancer and he's very sick all the time. He can't do the tings he used to do because of the pain. He has a short fuse. But I think it's always be short. When he askes me a question, I don't always understand him and if I don't, bam. My question is where in the bible can I find tolerance and understanding? I've been praying the Lord's prayer all the time. I'm still be angry at him. I need to let go of my anger and find a way to love him. He says I don't talk to him. I can't shake the anger. When I tell him anything, he doesn't want to hear it. So I stop talking and if I don't talk then bam.
