Nat Sim,
Peace be within you for the only Peace comes from within oneself.
Look to nature for wisdom, no to social standards which are designed to deceive the masses. Few lifes in nature require houses all their lives, none require artificial coverings, the only food they need they find growing or people gives it to them when it is not and the only schooling they are required is basic survival skills. Yeshua said in Matthew 6:25-30 "25 Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment? 26 Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they? 27 Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature? 28 And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: 29 And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 30 therefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith? 31 Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? 32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. 33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness;..." which means the same thing I just said.
What is the "righteousness of the kingdom of god"?
Isaiah 7:15 with my interpretations in brackets reads Butter [a food not for man we have processed into a food for us represents civilization we have processed into a way of life for us] and honey [a natural food made excessively for many lifes representing man's living in nature] shall he eat [learn the laws of], that he may know to refuse the evil [civilization], and choose the good [nature]: and suggest to live like the other animals is "the righteousness of the kingdom of god". Then verse 22, after talking about what is termed "the great tribulation" reads And it shall come to pass, for the abundance of milk that they shall give he shall eat butter: for butter and honey shall every one eat that is left in the land suggesting everyone expecting to be left after the end of civilization will have to learn those same laws.
In October of 1971 my wife and I began to buy our first house but in January or February1972, before my "new conception" between September and October 73, I felt the need to take my name off of the contract and leave only my wife's. By the end of March we had separated and in about a year and half later my now conception happened.
That may be what is happening to you, you were provided your own place so you could see just how it feels to have it but now there are spiritual plans for you. The key is to realize everything beyond air, food and water are conditioned into us a want, the means by which civilization keep control over us. Should we be learn to live like the other animals we are free indeed.
You do realize before the end of civilization the 666 system will be in place and to depend on things man make will require your obtaining the mark, number or name of the beast (Revelation 13:17-18)? More than likely you do not realize the parable of the fig tree (Mat. 24:32-34) was when historical Israel became a nation in 1948 and Psalm 90:10 suggest no more than 80 years from then, 2028, all things will be completed. May be you are one of the elect (Mat. 24:21-22) and need to be preparing for the coming events.
Meditate on these things and ask for confirmation or show you what it is you need to do.
