1-1/2 years ago, I was lonely, depressed and felt lost.  As I was sitting at my computer, working on my taxes, a guy that I never had contact with, other than adding him to my IM, had popped on and said hi to me.  I thought to myself, am I dreaming?  Is this really happening?  We decided to turn our webcams on, something I don't do, but felt differently with this guy.  What happened next...from the first moment we looked at each other, it felt like love at first sight.  I had never had this feeling with anyone..not even with my ex-husband of 16 yrs.  We couldn't take our eyes off each other.  Out of the blue, I said to him, "what are you doing for the rest of your life?"  This was after chatting with him for approximately 15 minutes (I believe my Angels guided me in saying this).  We both got the biggest smiles on our faces.  We talked for hours, via webcam and phone.  Still, I couldn't believe this was happening to me.  We talked for months, on Valentine's Day, he asked me to be his Valentine...everytime i would see his name light up on my screen, my heart would beat so fast, I thought it was going to jump out of my chest.  We had a connection...we had chemistry.  If I didn't hear from him for a week, he would leave me an offline asking if I still loved hi.  All of the sudden,  I stopped hearing from him.  My heart told me he was out of town, but my mind was playing games with me and told me he lost interest.  I just couldn't figure out why.  About a month of not talking to him, I received an offline from him saying, "I guess you didn't get my message, babe."  I felt like a jerk.  I told him that when I hadnt heard from him, I thought he lost interest, even tho my heart was telling me differently.  He said that he doesn't play games like that, and he was out of the country for the past month.  I told him how sorry I was...and that it was just a mis-communication between us.   After that, I didn't hear from him.  I would occasionally write to him, hoping for a reply...none.  I finally wrote my Angels a letter asking for their guidance, for the highest goodness of all concerned.   I not only wrote to my Angels, but also to his, asking that if we are not meant to be together, for him to release me.  I also asked the same of my angels...to give me a sign...to release me from him.  4 months went by,and I finally heard from him...it started all over again.  Those feelings that I thought I had released, all came back the moment he said hi to me.  He remembered all my notes to him, how long it had been since we last talked.  For some reason, just when I release him, that's when he comes back into my life.  When we talked, he would always tell me that he couldn't wait to be with me, and I would be "all his"...you see, he lives in a different state...we're about 400 miles apart.  We don't talk that often anymore, but when we do, it all comes back...I keep asking to be released if we are not meant to be, so that I may be open and receptive to a love in my life...the love that I deserve...the way I deserve to be loved.  He keeps coming into my life and then leaving again.  Everytime I think I'm over him, he comes back.  When I'm lonely and give up on the thought of loving someone, he always comes back to me.  Is it my Angels telling me not to give up on him..to just give him time?  It's now a 1-1/2 years later, we talk occassionally, but still haven't met.  He tells me he can't wait to meet, he's taking time off...but, still, no plans of meeting; and, I can't get him out of my heart, out of my mind...you see, from the very first time we saw each other, he captured a part of me.  It all comes back each and every time we see each other on cam....what do I do?  How can you release someone, ask his angels to release his hold on me; and yet, he keeps coming back?  I truly believe God and my Angels brought him to me for a reason, especially since he keeps coming back.  I keep seeing signs of him, when I ask my angels to give me a sign...he has an uncommon name, and when I ask for a sign, I will see something that reminds me of him, I'll be watching a movie, and his name will pop up...I don't sign onto my IM much anymore, but then I get this feeling in my gut, turn on my IM...and he's on....it's like a sixth sense when it comes to him.  What do I do?

Hi justme,

My best opinion would be that someone who loves you thats just 400 miles away wouldn't leave you hanging like this for a year and a half. You deserve a real relationship in your life. Try asking your angels to help you to find a real relationship. Tell them exactly what you want in a partner and believe they can lead you to him.

Try going and doing things you enjoy, whatever that may be join clubs, go to spiritual things, whatever that may be. If you meet someone there at least you would have some things in common to talk about or enjoy together..

Also there are cord cutting visualizations and ceremonies you can do, at the time of the full moon, that will help release the attachment. Archangel Michael can help you if you call upon him.

Everyone comes into our lives for a reason or a lesson. Sometimes the lesson could be to learn to let go of something thats not in our best interest. It seems he's causing you a lot of pain.

Love and blessings,
Julie

Yo babe, you had the hots for the dude, nothin supernatural about that, he turned out to be a creep, what Like that never happened before? hehe dump the punk Hun, you dont need Angelz for that, just Common sence, not really movie of the week material, Peace babe,