[QUOTE=blueberryangel;111336]p.s. tattwo, remember you shouldn't feel that your self-esteem is lowered by this condition.  nothing can take womanhood away from you, just because your body is having trouble with womanly function, it is still a woman's body, and more importantly your soul is still a feminine soul, and no one can take that away from you, so you shouldn't feel worried about it when you go out with men.

also, adoption is always an option, wether you find Mr. Right but your condition has caused you not to be able to have children, or wether you decide to adopt on your own.  I guess I kind of have a romantic vision of adoption. I'm sure the truth is it's just like having your own kids, all the difficulty and worry and chaos, as well as the blessings and love and laughter (well I'm not a parent, but that's how I imagine having kids to be)..maybe with a little added complication.  But it is a wonderful thing invention anyway.[/QUOTE]

Thanks for you feedback (((blueberryangel))). That really meant a lot to me. Overall, I know that I'm going to be alright, but its just getting through the "in the meantime" phase. My mom is doing a lot better. Than you God!!! ANd she's getting better everyday. So of course I'm going to continue to stay prayed up. :-D

Its easy for me to do readings and give advice. Ironically, pretty much all the advice that I gave you is what I need to apply to myself. However, I doing much better. Since my diagnosis of PCOS, mentally I've been doing and feeling much better. One of the other conditions with PCOS is depression. This is because my hormones were all out of whack. Now that my hormones are starting to stablelize, I'm not as depressed as I use to be. I still have some of my bad habits that I had when I was worst off but I'm just taking it one day at a time. Thats all or anybody can do.

I'm going to finish up the rest of your read hopefully by tomorrow. Right now its sleepy time for me. LOL!!!