Come to the Abortion Debate Board

    Thursday, January 1, 2009, 6:28 PM [General]

    I am there quite a bit.  The more the merrier (I think).            

    Minnesota Vikings made it to the playoffs-woohoo!  

     

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    what have i lost that i wish i had

    Saturday, June 28, 2008, 2:54 AM [General]

    My virginity/innocence, high school years/education opportunities, my dad, younger adult years, stamina, slimness, grandparents, childhood friends, guys i fell in love with who disappeared/feigned or lost interest

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    sexually assaulted by a teen acquaintance I just met at 15 and ensuing harassment at school - education got messed up/goals not set or realized fully

    Dad died 6/2/2007 - found by tenants at the bottom of some stairs with a broken neck from a fall (I assume).  We had problems for years.  I grew up not knowing where he disappeared to for several years.  When he returned after I was an adult, drinking contributed to conflict and alienation which never was resolved.  I gave it to God.  It is this strange blank/emptiness of some kind that is part of me.  Not sure what if anything to do about it.  I wish I knew more about what happened to him.

    When I was 19 I was working full-time in the field I trained for (broadcasting), dating an interesting guy and driving my first and only new car.  If I had known then that things were going to be all up hill from there, I would have cherished it a lot more than I did or maybe could have at that age.  Hear that young people...we don't always have the depth of perception in youth to fully understand and appreciate the things that are going on at the time until some hindsight adds to the perspective.  Enjoy each day and remember time waits for no one and is gone before you know it!  Whew... 

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    Saturday, June 28, 2008, 2:54 AM [General]


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