Whenever we’re facing too much problems…whenever we feel terrified…too scared…we keep on questioning God..."is this for real?...am i really facing too much difficulties which i can no longer contain?... are you with me?... do i deserve this?...blah…blah…blah…" too much questions huh! i'm on the verge of breaking down...it felt that i had no one to turn to...i'm all alone... although my family and friends gave me too much encouragement and support...still, it felt the same... i've given up... then one time i spoke with one friend and he told me too much...he said "...leave something for "GOD" but never leave "GOD" for something. coz in life, something will leave you... but "GOD" will ALWAYS be there for you!..." i thought about it...suddenly i've realized that really i doubted him. then i asked myself..."DID I EVER TRUST HIM?...EM I KEEPING THE FAITH?" ... the answer is yes...i trusted him... but not that much... and that is why it felt so miserable... i was so boastful thinking that i manage everything ALONE... then HE gave me a tap on the shoulder just to remind me that "HEY, you still need me...don't you?"...really it was a shame... and i learned one thing... it's never too late to realize all your faults...it's never too late to ask for forgiveness... just believe that everything will happen through His grace... He's the one responsible for everything... be thankful for the blessings you've received ...big or small... and yeah my friend your right...don’t ever say that "oh God i have a big problem...say Oh problem i have a big GOD"... it really happen...when you just believe...