Commentary: We all have bad days.

    Friday, May 17, 2013, 4:19 AM [General]

    We all have a bad day or two. Sometimes in a row.

    God Bless us on this new day and do not he hard on yourself and keep moving on.




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    Dear God, I need you today.

    Tuesday, April 30, 2013, 5:38 AM [General]

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    Commentsary: Ways to "manage your anxiety.

    Wednesday, April 24, 2013, 2:43 AM [General]

    I've been workiing on these for years. For me it helps very minimally. I hope and pray that the above information will help somebody else. What may not work for one may work for another.


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    New day prayer.

    Friday, April 12, 2013, 3:19 AM [General]

    Father, thank You for choosing me. Thank You for loving me and calling me according to Your purposes. I receive Your promises. I receive Your truth. I let go of the old and receive the blessing You have in store for me in Jesus’ name. Amen.

     — Joel & Victoria Osteen

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    Sunday, March 24, 2013, 2:43 AM [General]

    Everything you feel is okay. Feelings can be difficult. Accept your feelings. Your feelings will tell you what you really need.

     Learn to be patient with your unmet needs. Clearly ask for what you want, and also respect everybody's right to say yes or no to your needs.

     Enjoy all your feelings and they will serve you as your very best friends. - Tai Sheridan (adapted)




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    Commentary: There is a "dark" side to everything.

    Wednesday, January 23, 2013, 3:52 AM [General]

    I was on a fourm this morning where a member posed a question as to if there is a darkside to social media?

    There seems to be a darkside to everything.

    People, places and things.

    Too much of anything thing can lead into dark behaviors, thoughts and attitudes.

    I do my best to limit myself of everything!!

    People, places and things.

    Sometimes we have to be our own best friend... atleast for a while.

    God Bless


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    Commentary: Wives with beehives.

    Friday, December 28, 2012, 4:14 AM [General]

    Last night TLC had a special called " Wives with Beehives". The special was about a small group of woman in CA. Whom live, act, dress, cook and have the values of the average housewife in the 1950's.

    For each of the four woman, it came down to modeern life s s violent, scary and the 50's were a simpler time.

    I was not born in the 50's. My "mother" was born in 1950. She spoke of the things that go on today. Sex abuse, domestic violence and alocholisum.

    I agree with the women that in that time period woman took a lot better care of themselves. There were not the distractions of technology like there is today.

    I feel that these women hard hiding behind a mask. The 50's is there's. They are trying to escape the realities of today.

    I find it weird and it would not be a lifestyle for me. I understand that everybody copes in a different way.

    I to have day dreamed about those simpler times or what may seem a simpler time to use modern day people but in my reality God put me here in 1980 so for me  I live and cope with the times.

    God Bless


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    The World is ending and I am going to die

    Sunday, December 23, 2012, 2:58 AM [General]

    Many people lately have been going through the world is going to end craze. I personally did not. I believe what the Bible says that we do not know the day or the time. So when people were freaking out weather or not they were going to die on Friday, I went about my everyday life as I know it.

    When I was a little girl in the 80's I would hear about stranger danger and child deaths, I would get so fearful of dying.

    I went through the fear of dying thing til I hit my teens. When my teenage days came all I  could think about was jumping off a cliff!

    I grew up, became an adult started living life on my terms meaning I was on my own paying my bills, living my life.. the whole dyng thing went away. At 27, 28, 29 I had a total of 8 pill overdoses. Survivied every single one. The doctors were absoulty amazed.

    I'm amazed now, but then I really did'nt care if I passed. I have been off of pills, Okay I will call them what they are... DRUGS for 4 years in May.

    I have not since my last overdose in April of 2009 had, had the death wish/ paranoia of dying.

    This week I have been paranoid of this being it. I have been trying to wrap my brain around as to why I feel this way. It hit me. The world is ending. Not the POOF! we are all gone ending but the the world is ending the way we know it!!

    I know almost every parent on the planet is fearful for their children and I'm sure the thought of dying or loosing a loved one had defintently crossed our minds this last week. The whole paranoia I might die soon thing really hit me this morning when a person in Lancaster PA Killed a woman decorating a church, then went on to kill 2 other people.

    She was decorating a church! She was living her life. Like I live mine.

    It is acts such as this is how the world is ending and how we are dying.



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    Update on Today's goals.

    Thursday, December 20, 2012, 10:45 PM [General]

    I have to say I am  proud of myself today for taking as much action as possible when it comes to fullfilling priorties and responsibilities to further improve my life for the long run.

    I will contiunue on this journey with God and myself to live the best life possible.

    Goodnight and God bless.

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    Today's goals

    Thursday, December 20, 2012, 9:37 AM [General]

    I have been challanged greatly almost 2 months ago when I moved into this apartment.

    I live next to monster child abusers. My goal today is to report them and seek a new residence or a transfer to a different apartment.

    The apartment itself is very nice and the price is decent. I just really need to decide where I want to do.

    I have not completed any of the tasks I have started since I have lived here due to the noise next door which has caused me depression.

    I must contact my Doctor too.

    Lord, I have alot to take care of and a lot to look forward to. Lord, Please light the lamp that will guide my feet ahead.


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