I returned toNew Mexico preparing to leave then returned to work. I arrived greeted by my daughter, her husband and my three grandchildren - all on their way somewhere. We ate together on the way home. I made it the office and found messages such as: do your timesheet - already too late, and a message informing me that someone complained about me to the new boss. A message informing me that the money from the taxpayers was divided amongst us workers with bonuses, dividends for good workers to retain them, a three percent annual increase to retain the good ones and punish and exclude the bad ones. In one message I am welcomed back and then told I will be spoken to about this complaint to the boss. As if transcience, impermanence and temporariness is not enough, now I decide sometime soon I am leaving. Wow - this give a meaning to be here now then there somewhere.