Hello friends,

    I say friends even though I don't know you all, I know that if you need advice or anything I could help out with I would and not expect anything in return. I believe I can call myself a friend. Anyway to where I left the other day, me disease od addiction got worse, I started getting deeper into a whole that I dug out myself. I went to rehab after rehab, when I was still married I had insurance thru my ex husband then after the divorce my dad took me a couple of times to Monterrey, Mexico where he was born  to  rehabs which he paid for. Did they work? NO, as soon as I was out of there I would use again and I would go right back to where I left off. That is the insane part of it. Like Einstein said " Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. To be continued...