I joined the community to find people with like-minded interests and experiences. I have had some very deep and moving spiritual experiences lately that border almost on visionary, and they scared me, quite frankly. I have had many deja vu experiences, as well. I see mostly angels in these visions, and sometimes I dream about Pope John Paul II, who always imparts something in the dream. Angelically speaking, I would be Archangel Raphael. I seem to know how to take care of others right when it is needed, Raphael's main character asset.  Otherwise, I am 49-years-old, and an "Air Force Brat." I literally grew up all over the world, but the greatest and most influential part of my life was spent in The Netherlands for five years. I am still a "Little Dutch Girl" at heart. I hope to retire there sometime soon. It's a marvelous place!