Conversations With God

Neale Donald Walsh

{  There was once a soul who knew itself to be the light. This was a new soul, and so, anxious for experience. 
"I am the light," it said. "I am the light." Yet all the knowing of it and all the saying of it could not 
substitute for the experience of it. 

And in the realm from which this soul emerged, there was nothing but the 
light. Every soul was grand, every soul was magnificant, and every soul shone with the brillance of My awesome 
light. And so the little soul in question was as a candle in the sun. 

In the midst of the grandest light- of 
which is was a part- it could not see itself, nor experience itself as Who and What it Really Is. Now it came 
to pass that this soul yearned and yearned to know itself. And so great was its yearning that I one day said, 
"Do you know, Little One, what you must do to satisfy this yearning of yours?" "Oh, what, God? What? I'll do 
anything!" The little soul said. 

"You must separate yourself from the rest of us," I answered, "and then you 
must call upon yourself the darkness." "What is the darkness, o Holy One?" the little soul asked. "That which 
you are not," I replied, and the soul understood. And so this the soul did, removing itself from the All, yea, 
going even unto another realm. 

And in this realm the soul had the power to call into its experience all sorts of 
darkness. And this it did. Yet in the midst of all the darkness did it cry out. "Father, Father, why hast Thou 
forsaken me?" Even as have you in your blackest times. Yet I have never forsaken you, but stand by you always, 
ready to remind you of Who You Really Are; ready, always ready, to call you home. 

Therefore, be a light unto the 
darkness, and curse it not. And forget not Who You Are in the moment of your encirclement by that which you are 
not. But do you praise to the creation, even as you seek to change it. And know that what you do in the time of 
your greatest trial can be your greatest truimph. Fot the experience you create is a statement of Who You Are- 
and Who You Want to Be.  }