I was looking for people who didn't judge me, listened to me and help me find the way through my life. I am a child abuse survivor, cutter and depression patient. I have just recently been able to find my avatar, Meher Baba. After years of searching he came to me, with his guidance I have been able to make major strides in healing my past wounds and moving on. I am a very strong believer of non traditional ways, I don't buy into materialism and find that most people will hurt others to get what they want. I believe that our life was laid out way before we arrived here and that all of this is just part of the whole picture, we continue on, death is a part of life, not the end.