I married after a whirlwind courtship last year. I was/am an RN. I have been ill and not able to work as a nurse, but continue to teach an online course, The Sociology of Health and Aging. I like silence, football, and dogs. I dislike cats (allergic too), constant noise for noise sake and Jazz music. I enjoy watching most sports, but not playing. Amazing what a spaze I am when I can dance well. Well, I could. I don't think we have "bad days" or weeks even. I think life is a stead stream of bullsh** and we suffer according to how attached to the idea there wouldn't be any bullsh** that week. Stress is something that happens when I forget to breath. Guilt and remorse is something that happens when I do something tha is outside my value system. Happiness is something that happens when I thankfully forget to think about all those stupid reasons to be unhappy. My marraige has love and yet still I can be deeply alone. I miss the hunt and catch. But then, don't we all.