seriously beloved...what's to keep me in this realm...i've had amazing kids...i've been a decent soul...i'm teaching now...but they wudn't miss me...i'm tired...really tired...u can't know...u have no idea...no idea...i'm not mad or full of hate...people can't help how they are or what they do...but i feel that i have run my race...weary and tired...not a pity party...don't play that...just sayin' goodbye...meet you in the next dimension...my race is run...