You tell me it's

just a "hot flash"

I want something

to smash!

Someones face would

be good,if they look

at me wrong again.

It could be anyone

foe or friend.

they don't know

how I'm feeling

I need to tamper

it down,but it's

like  a runaway

horse;God,help

me ,and everyone

around,until it's

run it's course.

I'm hot,no,I'm cold

Timid,then frighteningly

bold.

I forget everything

I write notes to remind

myself of stuff,then

lose the note,and

sure enough;

I forget :(

I cuss a...lot mostly

when I'm by myself

because I never was

much of a cusser.

I'm a pro at it now

In front of others?

just a fusser.

 The curse? What

an apt name for

it.

I was so naive to

think that I'd never

get the tour of it.

Now,I'm taking the

full tour ,and it's

no fun.

If I get a killer

crazy,look on

my face you

_ _ _ _sure,

better run ! :O