I'm a person who loves people & would love to make the world quit hurting...but since that's out of reach so far,then I'll do my next best.That would be just being there for the people I love & care about.

I've suffered through alot of loss,everyone in my immediate family in less then 3 years time.Except my only brother,David, who passed away 40 years ago.And many,too many, friends in between through all the years.

But the most devastating loss was my only child,my son David Patrick Kelley ll,who took his own life 19 years ago, at the age of 16.That was the 3 year period when I lost my parents, & also my maternel  grandparents.

I have my older sister,who lives a few states away,  my hubby, & step-daughter, & my cat,my baby-Bitsy.(who's really an 18 pound gray mainecoon cat ) He's 14 years old.

Coming to Bnet 5 years ago was the lightening bolt I needed in my life. I have met the best of the best here,on these boards. I have best friends, that I call my family,no-they ARE my family,whom I don't know where I'd be without to this day.

My life became a life again,it's funny how a person can feel so connected with people they meet over the internet,yet have never seen in person.Well I don't have to see the family here face-to-face because they live in my heart & always will & that's what really matters.

I'm really active in the grief support groups, & trying to do my best to reach out & hold someone up,  if they need it, along life's path.Because what comes around goes around & they are there when I am slipping too.

  Life's  a rollercoaster ride,nothing comes easy,but  there's times on the track that you want to keep your eyes closed over the big loop,it's nice to have someone there to hold you down in the seat,so you still feel safe when the car feels like it's gonna fly off the tracks.  

So I figure God's far from done with me yet.The powers of the universe aren't even prepared to deal with me taking over yet! Lol!

No I really believe that the spiritual connection between us all comes together, in it's time,there's no rushing it.Rushing it, only slows the journey to enlightenment.One must learn to stop & smell the flowers at all costs.

Because we ARE,each of us, only Angels with one wing,& can only truly fly, by embracing one another....

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