trudging along

    Friday, September 19, 2008, 1:50 AM [General]

     

         i hven't posted anything since my husand passed away. it's been difficult to talk, or think aboout. i cry every day and have been told this is a good thing, but it hasn't lessened my pain yet. i really miss him and it's hard to believe he's gone. we have been married for 32 yrs. that's longer than wwe were with our own families. we were our family, we were one. i feel like part of me is missing, like i should be there too, or he should be with me. here i go again. i just want to thank everyone who sent me well wishes. i prayed for comfort and GOD sent their blesings to me. it liftted my soul a little, to feel their genuine love and compasson. i know that a medium charges and deserves payment for a reading, but i am asking as a friend on beliefnet for a word or message from my husband, and to let him know i love and miss hhim so much. 

         love and light, cathy

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    closer to "home"

    Thursday, June 12, 2008, 3:58 AM [General]

      today my husband took a turn for the worse. he is getting closer to going home now. he is at peace with it though cuz he knows he will be reunited with loved ones, and GOD and will be out of pain and suffering. i'm almost jealous of that. for now, i pray for his comfort, and trust our prayers are being answered. thank you GOD for the abundance of blessings in my life today. love and light to all, cathy429

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    not for sale at any price!

    Friday, May 9, 2008, 2:47 AM [General]

        who i am is not for sale at any price!  i am brilliant and beautiful and a best friend to anyone who knows me.  i am peaceful and happy and more successful than ever before.  i am relaxed and confident and trading in my old fears on new hopes.

    2008 is going to be a wonderful year for me; a year of breakthrough, options, and opportunities for new paths to follow.  i am excited and ready for the challenges and the triumphs that lie ahead.

       no, my self-worth, my happiness, my freedom, my unbounded optimism about what is ahead is not for sale at any price!

    (borrowed from ray,  the affirmationspot ) check out his site at www.the affirmationspot.com for some wonderful positive affirmations.

    thank you ray, love and light

    cathy429

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    why i say i'm a christian

    Saturday, May 3, 2008, 2:10 AM [General]

    when i say... "i am a christian" i'm not shouting "i'm clean living." i'm whispering "i was lost," now i'm found and forgiven

    when i say... "i am a christian" i don't speak of this with pride. i'm confessing that i stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide.

    when i say... "i am a christian" i'm not trying to be strong. i'm professing that i'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on.

    when i say... "i am a christian" i'm not bragging of success. i'm admitting i have failed and need GOD to clean my mess.

    when i say..."i am a christian" i'm not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are far to visible but, GOD believes i'm worth it.

    when i say..."i am a christian" i still feel the sting of pain, i have my share of heartaches so i call upon HIS name.

    when i say..."i am a christian" i'm not holier than thou, i was just a simple sinner who received GOD's good grace somehow.

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    my birthday

    Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 3:05 AM [General]

         well, i made it through another year! i am 51 and going strong. i am very happy to be able to continue on my journey, especially since i don't even know what my life path is! (i welcome any insight about this). i am still in the learning stage of my spirituality, and i believe it's never to late to learn. for now, i just have to go with the flow, and continue to meditate and pray about it. i feel that we should celebrate every wonderful day we have in this lifetime.  the happier and more positve we are, the more joy and  bliss comes back to us!

    cathy429

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    we made it!

    Thursday, April 24, 2008, 7:18 AM [General]

    well, john and i celebrated our 32nd wedding anniversary. there were times when i didn't think we'd make it another year, but we always came back to the "i love you"  that made us stay together. our marriage has not always been a bed of roses (who's has?), but after all is said and done, we stand here today before GOD keeping our promise "till death do us part" as we pledged our love before HIM 32 yrs. ago. thank you GOD, for being in our lives and for all the blessings that you shower us with every day.
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    my first entry 4/20/08

    Sunday, April 20, 2008, 3:19 AM [General]

     Innocent  hello! i am new to bnet. and i just wanted to say love and light to all!  i am looking for friends who share some of the same beliefs as me. i have some questions, but i'll wait till next time. 

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