So, belated "Happy New Year" everyone.  Anyway, the reason for my post, does anyone else think that B-net needs someone new in their web dept. for this site?

    Have a great weekend, B-friends,

Michael

     I kinda finding it hard to keep on track w/some of my New Years resolutions.  I try to stay focused, but, sometimes I swerve off.  Has this happened to anyone else?  What did you do then or now? 

Thanks,

Michael

So, lately I've been trying to break free of some old habits, and trying to be more of "what I am".  I'm finding it very difficult and find that I'm falling back into old routines.  I've tried to juggle the routines of the day, as my days are pretty standard.  One day seems to be just like the rest.  I'm also trying to keep in mind how our Saviour would like me to live but, these habits (no drugs, or anything illeagal) just seem to keep popping up.  It's like when one of them occurs, it's as if I become someone else entirely.  Almost as if it's a second personality that just seems to simmer right below the surface.  Just waiting....

Has anyone else had this experience?  What did you do to overcome this?  Again, this is nothing illeagal, just trying to make some changes in my life that would make my life a lot more of a Christian existance.  Thanks!!

Lately, I've been having trouble seeing my son.  My sons mother always has an excuse as to why we can't meet so that I can see him.  It's now been apprx. 2mos. since I last saw him, & I miss him badly.  She saw her Dad infrequently while she was growing up, & I feel that that is how she will have it w/my son.  I've thought about taking her to court for visitation rights, but she's already mentioned that she "may" move back to the state from which she & I moved from to come down here.  I would be spending all that money for virtually nothing.  It's very frustrating & saddening.  I've been to see a therapist for my emotional problems, and it's worked!  I have a whole new outlook on life that I've never had before.  However, it's times like this that try my whole therapy.  I try to keep in mind what I've been taught as I went to see the Dr. & how he told me to conquer it.  So, basically, I'm some-what okay.  It's just that I miss him.  Beliefnet was one of the life changing decisions that I made, & I'm wondering if anyone has any suggestions as to how else to deal w/this delimma.  I'm trying to be non-threating (there was a time when she thought I was "dangerous to myself and others"), but, I believe that she's just keeping me at arms length just to keep me away from them/her.

 I'm trying to keep a positive attitude, but, sometimes this blue feeling is hard to brush away.  Any thoughts?  I'd love to hear from you & meet some new friends, too!  Thanks, Mike.