I believe very strongly that each one of Jesus' followers has a place to fulfill in the body of Christ. God is a creative God and has distributed different gifts and abilities to further the Kingdom.
You have a niche and can use it for God. Imagine how attractive Jesus would be to the world when his creativity shines brightly through you. The joy of Jesus would be a reality, and the local church- a vibrant, active, and safe place to love and be loved.
While Jesus said that following him would not be easy, he also said that he came to give us Life and more abundantly so. He's the Way, the Truth and the Life, not a misguided, unloving nor mediocre messenger.
God bless you as you journey through and out of the highways and byways of life!