What a year! My ex served me divorce papers a year ago. It was many months of heartbreak and tears after that, and I hoped he would stop the divorce but he didn't. I have been very depressed and sad and feeling pretty worthless.
It will just take some time, and I'll be OK. I have people who are in my corner, and I know God is fair and loving and He will stay with me even if I don't want to live. I just have to give myself some time to heal.