I have learned so much in this last year. I learned that my husband has a mental illness and it goes very deep. I learned that I can live with it, and I want to help him. I don't want a divorce, and yet he has served me with divorce papers. I can't believe it, and I'm just dying inside. I'm trying to reconcile with him, but he won't talk to me. He won't even read my letters to him, or letters & notes from anyone else either. No one even knows where he is. I tried calling him tonight at least 4 times but he wouldn't answer. I have filed a motion for Reconciliation with the court. He will have to face me in two sessions of counselling. I'm just drained. How is this going to end? I wonder. "Jehovah hates a divorcing," says the Scriptures. I pray that God Almighty will intervene and help us to reconcile.