i will be 37 in two day's holy devestation!! i can't believe it.. i will be entering 37 a NON smoker!!!  what am i doing with my life? i am finding peace with in and learning how to release mental baggage and past pain, basicly anything that does not serve my higher good i am working on letting go. easier said than done for sure!! i feel like crying i need the beach371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c

happy 22!! and,happy 22 day's ciggie free!! and happy day to everyone, may it be filled with love,light , truth and courage!!!!!!!!!371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c

woe nelly!! can you believe it, 17 day's minus ciggies, wahoo! i remember i quit once using wellbutrin and i was ciggie free for 4 months then, i went off that drug because i was off the cig's and then, one puff led to another and i was back smoking again. this time around i am doing this without any sort of aid except for allen carr and the people that have responded to my posts: THANK YOU FOR YOUR WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT!!!!!!! i really really appreciate them!! there are moments when i'm like wtf?! just smoke, this is torturous and then i wonder, why am i thinking this is so awfull? i am doing something wonderfull for myself and then i'm okay. it's a trip and i'm tripping out...

 

 

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roar!!!!! 14 day's ciggie free!!!!!!! i'm really proud of myself for not giving in to the sabatourtress although it seems to be a wee bit more challenging as the day's go on. i have found myself being able to breathe deeply  and damn it feels good! i have been thinking that it's time to hang up my scissor's and try something new..i've been doing hair for 15 years, what else can i do? i'm not sure but i feel it in my gut that it's time to let it go and to venture forward...scary but not...oy, i need the beach and a hug today...371d36d75e05eda735858f8e467be99c

 13 day's ciggy free. i think my body is tripping out. i'm tripping out. i need the beach

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