I am Larry, a ROMAN CATHOLIC..I will try to be nice, but cannot promise..I am HUMAN..I will try not to dishonor you, your family your beliefs or religion...PLEASE DO NOT OFFEND MY FAMILY, FAITH OR RELIGION..I SERVE AND PROTECT MY GOD, MY FAMILY AND COUNTRY IN THAT ORDER.............
I am after all HUMAN, so I am open to understanding as much as I can, but their is a line...I try to do GOD'S WORK, but to fail is human...to hurt and be humbled is the path that I traveled and seem to still be traveling ... not as quickly but steadily moving forward... I can only pray and hope that the HOLY SPIRIT keeps me strong and instructs me along my way...as HE always has..to the truth..It is I, who has closed my ears and had to learn the difficult way to listen and heed HIS WORD!!!
I am the father of a soon to be 14 yo son, named KEITH, but I call him, because he is one, BOOSTER, mostly just BOOST.
As I am forced to write this because of the new belief-net, I have been awakened by the HOLY SPIRIT to realize some very disheartening truths. I have not only what I wanted to believe was my dearest, closet and sweetest friend, I LOST MY ANGELIC PRINCESS, my Angel and some groups, I have gathered new ones, some, I shall just say, OPENED MY EYES, when they did not want to be opened. People are human, and I must try to forgive and let go, I can only pray and be grateful that this only strengthened my beliefs and yes even fortified the truths of the ROAMN CATHOLIC CHURCH!!
BUT also showed me another that I had refused to see!!!
Life is not a simple, easy journey. In the past few weeks, illness, death and true anguish has shown me so many hidden realities. Realities, that I just refused to accept. A true Romantic??
Where I go from here,? I am trying to leave to my GOD, as best as I am able, sometimes I am so unsure, so I have decided to do nothing and allow, to my best, my GOD to carry my life for me. I can only pray and realise ..THAT NOTHING, ABSOLUTLETY NOTHING HAPPENS IN "GOD'S" WORLD BY MISTAKE.."
"If enough people openly engage in conduct once considered REPREHENSIBLE, we rewrite the rule book and assume that GOD, as a good democrat, will go along."
So please forgive and pray for me. I will and do for you.
May GOD always bless and the HOLY SPIRIT strengthen you forever..