I need as many prayers as possible to reach the good Lord right now. At the moment, my husband and I are on the verge of divorce. He bascially went away on a business trip and while he was away from me and our home he had time to think. He came back and he confessed he no longer wanted to have children with me and that he no longer loves me like a husband loves a wife. There is no other person who made him feel this way, he just said he has had time to think and this is what he concluded. I have known, loved, and shared my life with this man for 11 years. In the last two years of our relationship we have been married. He is my highschool sweetheart. We have no children together and we are both 29 years old. My heart is breaking. I find it hard to breath, eat, and I can't seem to stop crying. Like any couples, we have had our fair share of fights. But, I truly believe that the good times in our marriage out weigh the bad. Unfortunately he is only seeing the bad. He has said extremely hurtful things to me over the past 10 days. He's confessed that he has felt this way for many years, even before we married. But, I look back at our life, at all the happy times we have shared and I cannot see what he see's. My good memories have trumphed the bad. Currently, he has been staying with his folks so he can think...have time away from me.
Despite it all, I still believe there is hope for us. That with the miracle of God's grace I can bring him home and show him that our love is real and that there is hope for us. I don't know how to live without him and it just seems like he is okay for now without me. But when we do talk, and I pour my soul out to him, I try to make him see that our love is real and that it cannot just end so quickly. Therefore, I pray for I still have hope that we can survive this awful test.
Prayer to save me and my husband:
I pray now, in hopes that my marriage and all the beautiful things that have come from it, will be saved. I pray that he comes home and opens his heart again to me. I pray for the strength, patience, and courage it will take to wait for him during this difficult time. I love this man and I ask God to shed light into his heart and erradicate the evil thoughts that have taken his love from me. Please, Dear Lord, shine your love and grace upon us both and show us the path to love and light. Let him remember the beautiful memories we have shared as he goes about his day. Let him be filled with the same feelings he had for me the day we truly fell in love. Let him look into the eyes of his family and friends and remember how much love exists between us and how much all of them want us to be happy again. Please, Dear Lord, help me and my husband overcome this test, learn to forgive each other, and find our new path to becoming ONE again.
In Jesus Christs name, the father, the son, and the holy spirit.
Thank you for reading my post. I appreicate your prayers and I pray that God will help me and my husband get through this.