Hi people C: greetings from Colombia, i'm not really good on english but i do I can hehe, so I hope we can talk or something C: I was lost, but I discovered that jesus give me a second chance and I want to find more the good way

Not sure if I'm in the right spot, looking for others who also have depression. I am looking for ideas on how to inspire myself to keep up with praying, etc. I do great for a week or so then the next thing I know Ive quit again. Up and down no happy medium. so if anyone has suggestions Id love to hear how you keep your faith daily.
I can't say has I have much support at home, your just suppose to "get over it" Im where I could care less about any of the things I usually love to do, I dread going to work and just feel totally lost and alone.

Hi. I'm new to this forum but not new to depression. I've read some posts and feel similarities. Every morning I wake up drained and wanting to go back to sleep. I'm so tired of reaching out only to be put off or told how things will get better or how much worse things could be. I of all people know things can always get worse. I think about that continually and it makes me even more paralized! Right now I'm having a panic attack.
I don't want to be a downer, but I've been down for years now and so down lately I called a suicide hotline and was referred to a mental health group. I've attended the group a few times. It does seem helpful if only to get me out of my room and house, but even that seems like a deterrent from looking for work, and I don't feel like I quite fit in with this type of help. There must be somewhere for me to belong. I feel very dislocated and totally isolated from family who don't seem to get it and friends who don't return calls.
I sound like a loser, guess I am right now. It seems like whatever I try backfires, so I'm learning to keep my mouth shut and listen. I think this is a good thing except I still feel even more isolated and not understood. It would help immensely to feel heard.
There must be some way to get this negative energy out in a positive way. But how?
Is there anybody out there? If so, please reply. Thanks and God Bless you.

Hello Beyond Blue members. I am new here and really excited to see a group like this. I really could use some support and I think just conversing with all of you will help me! I look forward to hearing from and about all of you. HDoc