I am 40 years old and starting over....I have 3 beautiful children and I am a fulltime nursing student. I love music, the theatre, horseback riding, camping, fishing, hiking, dancing, and dining. I am a gemini so my mood swings with the wind. I am outspoken, vivacious,loving, caring, complex...and a variety of other things. I have a family who loves me, friends who support me and as a whole I am well liked. I have come to this site to maybe help fill a void that has been there for years. I am a spiritual person in the sense that I always talk to God and my passed loved ones. I believe in trying to do good and following the 10 commandments to the best of my ability (i am not perfect). I miss having a connection with others that feel the same way I do. I have am no longer mourning the loss of the marriage...for many reasons it was the right move for me and my children...the sad part is that they don't even miss their father...I feel sorry for him, because of the things he did to this family...he has lost the best things in his life...but that is between him and God at this point....As for me... I am ready to embark on a new adventure called life....for the first time in many years there is true peace, love and harmony in my home and I am enjoying every moment of it....I have two more quarters of school left and I will start a new career....I have to thank God for making me the strong woman I am today....they say everything happens for a reason...I truly believe....if it wasn't for the adversity I have faced in the past I would not be the woman I am today....so onwards and upwards....here I am world!!!!