I am always looking for conscious contact with God,,,,,the Infinite...the Almighty...the Great Spirit...the Alpha and the Omega...not so much to be saved when death comes but to live during Life..."Blessed are the Pure in Heart for they shall see God".
I am not a born again anything or evangelical etc...there is some of the Koran I admire and much of the Torah I have found enlightening.This to say there is truth in all religions but none have a monopoly and all put together, I believe represent only the slightest truth of the nature of God,,,perhaps just the little he permits that is really love and goodness (but how we twist and turn it).
I am personally going thru some crushing times (divorce,relations with son, health) but I have faith and hope and my friends who are likeminded and keep me up and away from the nothingness.
I would love to meet women who know that love can only be if God and you are first and second in your life...you are independent enough to have a relationship because of your relationship with God. Religous or not it makes no difference to me...I can respect any religion.