Not impossible, but infathomable to the human race. I know what I want and seek what I long for...the fact is it would cause a lot of people distress if I got into it. I do not at this point have the whole vision of what I want down but it is written and yet to be done. Peace friend.

Thank you for your kindness and insight of knowing. Wanting comes natural to any person but not to me, and it is simply because of Psalm 23. I feel that this life is my grave. I do not want to want anything such as possessions because in reality they can not bring me joy. Wanting is always focused on something that you do not have. What I have is what I have been blessed to have. Believe me when I say I have tried coming to want things for myself and it has done me nothing but harm. Honestly I do not think you really know what I want...it is pretty infathomable. Thank you again. Peace. Keep in touch.

JESUS/GOD SAID:COME TO ME!, ALL YOU THAT LABOUR(OR WORK HARD), AND ARE HEAVY LADEN(OR FED UP, TIRED, SICK OF IT), AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JESUS CAN DO FOR US WHAT YOU NEVER THOUGH!, AND I SAY THAT BECAUSE, I NEVER THOUGHT WHAT JESUS DID FOR ME, I WAS WORTH IT!!! BUT AS A EX GANG MEMBER, LIAR, THIEF, DRUG DEALER, DRUG USER, SLEEPING WITH ALOT OF WOMEN(IT WAS ALL A EVIL SPIRITS!, TRYING TO KEEP ME FROM MY TRUE LIFE, IN JESUS CHRIST!!!!
JESUS REALLY DOES HAVE OUR LIVES IN HIS HANDS!!! AND JESUS/GODS WORDS ARE RIGHT IN THAT HOLY BIBLE!!! ""I USED TO THINK IT WAS A JOKE, UNTIL MY LIFE HIT ROCK BOTTOM"", AND I WAS LOOKING FOR A WAY OUT, SO THE BIBLE WAS RIGHT IN MY FACE, LIKE GOD WAS PUTTING IT THERE; SO I PICKED IT UP AND BEGIN TO READ IT, AND PRAY, EVERYDAY!
AND NOW I SEE THAT, THE BIBLE IS REAL!! THERE IS NOTHING ELSE REALER!!! I'M NOT JUST A CHANGED GANG-MEMBER, BUT CHANGED AND DIRECTED TO JESUS!!!! (BIG DIFFERENECE!!!)