Today I struggle with myself/I need to vent my unhappiness.
the most pending and all engulfing issue is my mother in-law.
brief history 3 years ago our sity wanted to condem her home and put
her in a nursing home I might add so did her daugher. However I have known her
all of 30 years or more and this pack rat and filth problem has always been her way.
I could not allow her to jusst be casst from her home and not with family so i talked
my husband into taking in his Mom.The problem here is lies the packing and dirtiness is never ending.I can rationalize all day long but..........i still feel trapped within my own home and saddled with more responsiblities than ever before.I can not really get angry with her she is 85 and i want my 6 children to respect and love their grandmother.
she is also has dementia which surly adds to the problem.I just could use some prayers and any comments osr someone to tlk to about this.My husband is a good man but not symapathic to my plight he feels I have brought this on myself which I have.I still sleep well at night and reallize the right thing is not always the easy thing but I quess I need a shoulder to whine on and an dear to hear. Help!!!!!!!!!