About Me:Well, I am a 44F from southern Indiana. I was just married to a wonderful man in 2006. The past 5 yrs of my life have been the worst. Out of all of it I have developed Depression/Anxiety/PTSD.My oldest son who was 20 at the time was killed on a motorcycle in 2003. That was the start of my downhill spiral. Then in 2006, my mother died basically unexpectedly from a botched up surgery. I lived at ICU for 3 months trying to keep her alive and finally in March of 06, I had to let her go. I recently have been diagnosed with Fribromenalgia and Osteoarthritis in my hand. I have Internal Cystitis if anyone out there knows what that is. I also developed Tachycardia, PVCs and Atrial Fib out of the blue in 2001. I can say that the only way I have made it thru these trials (and this isnt all of them) was by the hand of God on me. When my son died, I can say honestly a huge part of me died with him. If anyone on here has lost a child, you know the pain. It never goes away. I feel like I was taken out of one world and dropped into this other that I have had to learn to live all over again. This time, without Brandon. I am blessed with another son, Christopher who is 23. He was just married in June, 08. He is a strong christian man who once was a lost kid on the road to no where. It was a battle thru his teen years but his brothers death had made him what he is today....a wonderful human being who is so caring, giving, spiritual, loving.....I am here for support, strength and encouragement. If there are others who can relate of any of my pain, Id love to hear from you. God is FIRST in my life. BUt I have to say thru all the attacks of the enemy mentally and physically I have been close to the end of my rope at times. I know I have to go on. I know I have to fight each and every day. But some days are so hard. I feel so weak. So tired in my body. My prayer is to be a testimony and blessing to others who are going thru what I have and to help them. God Bless
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