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Adriatickitty

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Adriatickitty

blessed even in a time of darkness

Spiritual Mood: Grieving

Status: alive

Faith: Spiritual but not religious

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Gender: Female

Location: Brighton,TN

About Me: i was born in Europe,came to USA at 7,leaving everything I loved,everyone that loved me behind.Lived with Mom & her Husband till I was thrown out for the last time at 17.Finished school,married,had 3 children that I livefor.left husband after 20 yrs due to severe abuse.Since then batteling,depression,bipolar disorder,post traumatic stress,stockholm syndrome,ocd,add,multiple back ,bone & spinal cord disorders and more.Always been the positive,full of hope,encouragement,inspiration,dreams,always feeling blessed for what I had,experienced,felt-good or bad-all became a part of who I came to be.Now I am in a very dark place,struggling to live,for the sake of my children.Without them the pain I feel would be worth leaving the life I know.I miss many things,greave for the many I loved that passed,parents both living but never were or are interested or wanting to be part of my life.i hope someday to awaken once more the person I was all my life,through the hardest times,always certain of better tomorrows,loving to give,and give some more,for it feels better to me than any feeling,beside the one of a loving hand,a kind,sincere smile through the eyes of love that promise forever.I want to be held in hands leaving me serene,safe,comforted,without fear s to fall.

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My Relationship Status: In a Relationship

My Occupation: retired/disabled

My Faith: Spiritual but not religious

My Interest: Angels , Afterlife , Charity , Origin of life debates , History , TV , Music , Books , Education , Travel , Current events , Politics , Art , Environment , Health , Depression , Recovery , Cooking , Caregiving , Family , Parenting

Who I'm Praying For: for the one's that make life a difficult path to walk

Who Inspires Me: my son

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Death is Here,yet the ...

February 1, 2010 7:17 AM
Adriatickitty Brighton,TN

50 years.Filled with endless variation in feeling,experience. So much tragedy, in many dimentions.I have no will to ... more

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