Hi there. I'm a single man who began a walk with Jesus at 19. It was through debilatating illness (depression) that He came to me. He has been with me in times of extreme loneliness. He has been with me when my fellowship was strong, full of the Holy Spirit, and of great comfort to me. When I am angry and bitter.... He has not left me. When I am very sad and in confusion... He cradles me. In all instances He has loved me unconditionally. My own human weaknesses and many failings run often run "interference"; yet He redeems me anyhow.
You're not alone-- ever.