I am a female 48, who has seen much in life from a mother who was sick after I was born--she had shock treatments and when I was 5 years old.  I was abused physically, emotionally and guys tried to have sex with me but I always escaped that- God protected me I have had 2 step dads and 1 real dad which I met in my 20s after being married for  the 1st time From my moms point of view he was the worse dad ever but come to find out later that was not the case so I had to keep a very open mind and a forgiving heart for both of them, for they did there best in the circumstances they had.  My mother was dx with bi-polar later down the line and as I got older her moods got worse. I have seen much abuse to my step dad and myself and my mother herself and the mental health system is in my opinion the pits but look at everything else now too.   Now I have 2 boys of my own now who were also dx with many things but now Im wondering if they were misdiagnosed.I was very active with them and seeked help everywhere or anyone I could for them but trying to work and taking care of mom was very difficult.  I love life and people and was told how bad a parent I was when in fact I never knew what normal was lol(u gotta laugh) so I know for a fact God had to be helping me  I have no other family close just my 2 boys so when I need help i depend on the community, church etc.  They are 19 and 22 now and doing great in my opinion. 

I love all things in life well except hunting, but fishing, nature, gardening, people watching-lol, I have 2 dogs 2cats 2 birds I guess Its kinda like the Noahs Ark thing lol but I sure didn't plan it that ways, I love to write poetry and will post 1 up after I do this called Evolving and I may post 2.  Right now I am on disability cause I had major health problems 6 years ago and the Dr's cant find whats wrong- they need proof you know they cant find anything hmmmmmmmm tc and God-bless if you read all this  

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