The reason I've joined this is cause I need all the help I can get. I'm an addict and although I've been clean the last week I gave up on myself and life. I started using drugs again as a way to mask the pain and depression. I'm in a relationship right now and I almost threw that away. This woman means everything to me and I love her with all my heart. I've never felt this way about anyone before and the feeling is mutual. I've been in 2 serious car accidents this month as a result of my drug use. My financial situation is very depressing and I'm trying to put my life back together and want to spend the rest of my life with this woman I'm with right now. I need to get my own apartment and vehicle and find a half decent job that pays well. I appreciate any prayers or guidance that anyone can offer.